Lily has always been a good physical condition and rarely sick. On the eve of Thanksgiving Day in 2004, she was restaurant work, suddenly found himself a nosebleed a rare flow, alertness, she immediately seek medical attention. The beginning, the doctors think this may be caused by air-drying symptoms, open nasal spray something to her, but Lily has not improved symptoms, and even continuing to hemoptysis, doctors see the situation is different, immediately arrange to Lily specialists to accept inspection results so that Lily almost fainting ─ Doctor found her suffering from a nasopharyngeal carcinoma.
Fortunately worth saying, Lily is still the early stages of cancer, after proper treatment, can have a good chance of rehabilitation. Lily is not due to health insurance, doctors, she was referred to the one run by the Government to set up the hospital, in a series of inspections after the beginning of a long, arduous radiotherapy hereinafter referred to radiotherapy and chemotherapy chemotherapy hereinafter .
Radiotherapy for a week, Lily will not be able to swallow food, necessary for implantation in the body through the stomach tube to add a supplement to Boost ﹝ nutrition drinks ﹞, to the third week, she has difficulty even to drink water. After the beginning of chemotherapy, spit on one day more than twenty times has become commonplace, often just by the President of the Boost gastric tube into the stomach you need something to it all week weight dropped 13 pounds, the entire governance process is to reduce the weight more of 30 pounds, and even standing effort to walk at all.
In addition, radiotherapy and systemic chemotherapy resulted in pain day and night to get rid of Lily has become a nightmare. She could not sleep, sit, and fail to achieve is often necessary to rely on morphine to ease the pain. In addition, her physical function during treatment have also been many injuries, such as the loss of saliva, the neck can not rotate,almost, tongue swelling due to bacterial infection Rusong cakes, peeling lips .... And so on. All kinds of suffering, so that Lily felt as if a live fast.
But these hardships did not destroy Lily. Family and friends love, she brings a lot of warmth and strength to support her firmly towards the road of rehabilitation ahead. His wife the most weak and helpless moment, Lily's husband 24 hours carefully take care of her every two hours by an injection of only 2 ounces of small syringes, and slowly from the stomach for his wife to add Boost; with her to the washroom; for her painkillers; constantly encouraged his wife and told her: "do not fear, I do not believe that this disease can really knock you." In addition, the son of thoughtful and caring also very Xin Lily Wei.
Taking into account the long-term should not have no income at home, Lily Mr. encourage migrant workers. In order to be assured, Mr., Lily tried to take care of themselves, just the beginning, she was unable to walk, have the need to go to the toilet, the only pain to crawl to the toilet.
Although the difficult road of cancer, but about family, stirred up Lily's determination to never give up. She said: "Mother needs son, sir needs of his wife, the formation of a home is not easy, after the illness if it is wrong to give up."
Since the end of radiotherapy and chemotherapy, Lily still have to work hard to overcome the side effects on the body caused by injury. Lily told myself, want to live, we must persevere. Weight in order to allow recovery of swallowing the pain of her ailing, force yourself to eat, she invited Mr.Japanese noodles, a small population of a small stutter, the beginning of even a small ladle to swallow all over, she has been in tears, barely eat their own ,surface may be able to spend two hours after eating. Started in January this year, she is also forced to eat their own rice and soup to drink daily.
Lily said, has a very long time, her daily task is to rest and eat. Have physical strength in order to allow their own, although the whole body pain, can not sleep, she still force myself to lie down to rest. As eating slowly, and very few, she breaks every half an hour trying to eat.
Lily and their families in the efforts, her weight slowly picked up to December last year, has returned to 108 pounds, the doctor agreed to dismantle her stomach, so she did not have to endure 24 hours, such as thorn in the flesh pain, however, in order to avoid further surgery, the doctor does not recommend tube insertion suture mouth and let it heal on its own, so pipe down for some time after, Lily of the wound is still intolerable pain.
While Lily has a very strong will to live, but for themselves cancer, she had been unable to释怀often ask ourselves: "I have not done, jobs in the past has also helped many people, why I will be cancer ? "She closed themselves, not let a friend know that they got what disease are afraid to seek help.
Last Christmas, a social worker will be referred to the angle Lily Voice cancer care network Friends of workers into Gong. That a Su Gong brothers and sisters to care for her, they continue to encourage the Lily, pray for Lily, Lily provides many mental and substantial help to them. Lily said that although she had no religious belief, but the Soviet Union and sisters care and prayer Gong brothers left her deeply moved, I believe God is looking after her, and no longer feel that cancer is a shameful thing. She repeatedly exhort other friends and family members of cancer patients: "Cancer is not because you have to do any wrong. Cancer can be overcome, we must insist, I believe that doctors, not be afraid. If you need help, we want to tell relatives and friends."
In order to alleviate the joint pain, earlier this year to find Lily, a Chinese medicine cures joint pain, but she could not afford the continuing cost of treatment, and later in the Gong brothers of the arrangement, she finally has the opportunity to receive treatment, so a lot of pain to be eased. In addition, the neck should not freely rotate, as well as can not open problem, is also a Doctor of acupuncture treatment, and Lily turned to practice every day and in pain, mouth opening and other efforts, has been very good improvement.
Lily current referral to the hospital every four months time, the last couple of three weeks, her strength improved a lot. After the test chain, Lily of life full of thanksgiving, a day sitting in the living room to watch TV, read books, go out walking, with their family members, these may seem extraordinary things, Lily treasure. For the future, Lily and many realize the dream of waiting, she also hopes they can become friends of other cancer and their families to help and accompany them out of the shadow of cancer.
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Monday, February 9, 2009
I have been cared
May 2003 was diagnosed with a rhabdoid tumor (crhabdomyosarcama), Mr. and I have been busy looking for a doctor to check and make arrangements for the release coming closer, chemical treatment, the busiest days of chaotic and volatile, if not the Church brothers and sisters and friends Friends multifaceted support, we are going to, however. During this period of time to feel their concern and help of too many. Only a few to share with you:
Sister aside all matters of Taiwan to the United States take care of me. Mr. Chang after work my condolences to the patient's condition to help me massage, when I feel uncomfortable when busy delivery of water, pray for me, these are of great help to me.
Church brothers and sisters know the one I had the disease, there are spaces immediately launched sister network support, all trying to help our brothers and sisters are there in her signature, and indicate what can be done (by car, to buy things, and then a child), What time period (daytime, evening, weekly, or weekend), contact telephone numbers, mobile phones and so on. Co-ordinate all matters associated with his sister. My husband every few days or a week to write an e-mail to her by her to convey the news to let everyone know my situation, removed from us to respond to all save a lot of time with the physical, but also to reduce contact with many people increase the chance of being infected. We have no need, just contact with her. For example, I have several times the middle of the night a high fever, need to go to the emergency room, only one person told her, she instantly in charge of arrangements for people to help us do home child care. She also arranged for people to help our daughter on the school shuttle, there are fixed in the daughter was home from school to accompany them to play, to do homework and complete the School Liaison documents for my husband to accompany me whole-hearted battle with the disease.
Remember that time my mood is very low, the sister called me on the proposal of the people, we would like to say a joke, I improve morale. There are brothers and sisters sent me by saying, I will accept the radiotherapy and chemotherapy pain, let me repeatedly in the minds of thinking, to tide over their difficulties with me. The Church has also launched the prayer network, take turns fasting prayer for me, it is the source of strength in my heart, and often not survive on their own, the negative thinking of the invasion, the thought of so many brothers and sisters are praying to God for me, how can I abandon A flee it? Will cheer, the name of the Lord rebuked these devil's attacks, rely on God to concentrate on.
Now I have completed the treatment, long hair back. Very grateful to the hearts of all with me alongside the person (husband, family, church brothers and sisters). I back the hearts of Thanksgiving, adding Kok Cancer Society Cancer Voice Mutual Aid Association of Friends of the steering group, I am very willing to reach out to support those who are walking in cancer faithful on the road difficult.
Sister aside all matters of Taiwan to the United States take care of me. Mr. Chang after work my condolences to the patient's condition to help me massage, when I feel uncomfortable when busy delivery of water, pray for me, these are of great help to me.
Church brothers and sisters know the one I had the disease, there are spaces immediately launched sister network support, all trying to help our brothers and sisters are there in her signature, and indicate what can be done (by car, to buy things, and then a child), What time period (daytime, evening, weekly, or weekend), contact telephone numbers, mobile phones and so on. Co-ordinate all matters associated with his sister. My husband every few days or a week to write an e-mail to her by her to convey the news to let everyone know my situation, removed from us to respond to all save a lot of time with the physical, but also to reduce contact with many people increase the chance of being infected. We have no need, just contact with her. For example, I have several times the middle of the night a high fever, need to go to the emergency room, only one person told her, she instantly in charge of arrangements for people to help us do home child care. She also arranged for people to help our daughter on the school shuttle, there are fixed in the daughter was home from school to accompany them to play, to do homework and complete the School Liaison documents for my husband to accompany me whole-hearted battle with the disease.
Remember that time my mood is very low, the sister called me on the proposal of the people, we would like to say a joke, I improve morale. There are brothers and sisters sent me by saying, I will accept the radiotherapy and chemotherapy pain, let me repeatedly in the minds of thinking, to tide over their difficulties with me. The Church has also launched the prayer network, take turns fasting prayer for me, it is the source of strength in my heart, and often not survive on their own, the negative thinking of the invasion, the thought of so many brothers and sisters are praying to God for me, how can I abandon A flee it? Will cheer, the name of the Lord rebuked these devil's attacks, rely on God to concentrate on.
Now I have completed the treatment, long hair back. Very grateful to the hearts of all with me alongside the person (husband, family, church brothers and sisters). I back the hearts of Thanksgiving, adding Kok Cancer Society Cancer Voice Mutual Aid Association of Friends of the steering group, I am very willing to reach out to support those who are walking in cancer faithful on the road difficult.
the most beautiful blessings of this life
November 14, 2003, at the Baptist hospital to wait for me, a good mood looking forward to the arrival of the baby. As a result of too much stomach pain, doctors make a series of checks over the past few days. 5:00 p.m., and the test results finally came out, being kept in the dark, I do not know what happened? Only to see doctors and nurses whisper, walked up and down, the whole to be the delivery room is filled with tension. Brother told me that I would have to go to Queen Elizabeth Hospital, and afterwards he told me, when the attending doctor said that my condition is too serious, the judge of what I have been unable to treat, in order to rescue the unborn fetus, the need for Caesarean section as soon as possible.
Queen Elizabeth Hospital doctor told me that my liver has a about 13 centimeters, such as grapefruit size tumor rupture, intraperitoneal all the blood, it is necessary to surgery immediately. In the operating room, wearing a saw a group of doctors, with a them a talk with me, but the pain is too intense, the hearts of just want to escape as soon as possible, simply can not hear what they say. Doctor after the five-hour rescue operation, I liver hemorrhage within the situation was brought under control, but also because of prematurity and daughter were sent to observe the infant intensive care unit. The day after surgery, my condition deteriorated, doctors said the liver tumor if still can not stop bleeding, the situation will not optimistic. Thank God for the attention, a number of subsequent surgery, I am getting better with the situation.
Surgery makes me feel like a thorn awl heart feeling the cold winter weather, let me trembling. And stuck onto countless tubes, the body can not move, she would like to die are also not die, it is since I have never experienced the pain. When he saw his younger brother brought his daughter's photo, who also received full apparatus, young body is so fragile it seems, and my mother and what not be able to help her or even see her one just can not do it, so my heart more sadness, emotional also become very depressed! In the Intensive Care Unit days, every day I wake up is to stop the pain over and over again, and then press the painkiller needle fell sleepy again. Fortunately, every day in the afternoon of visiting time, my brother will read one called "a sober story," I listen to books, book, short story made me be inspired and encouraged, but also to know Jesus Christ. After half a month, I continued to stable condition, doctors will let me go home to rest and discharged.
More than a month later, when I go back to hospital for follow-up consultation, the doctor told me that I had liver cancer, but tumors too, I do not know whether the surgery. At that moment, tears can not help but flow out all over the world to become a dark feeling! I do not understand the world so many people, Why me? Daughter still in the infant ICU, who will take care of the future? How can I do? Back home, I called to tell her husband the severity of their illnesses, he heard, the only coldly told me: "I beg your pardon, I can not afford to take care of you, because I was the only son of the family, I would like to take care of their parents from the burden of responsibility Therefore, should not accompany you ... .... "I listened along disappointing, really can not believe he will do that to me, in my most helpless. People most in need of consolation, he hurt me. Love more deeply, hurt more deeply, deeper! From that day on, I hate him, the subsequent explanation of how he told me not to listen to him do not care.
Brother know that I am worried about heart trouble, we get stories from the Bible to show me. Also known as Jesus, I trust, all worries are entrusted to him, also taught me to pray with all the problems will be entrusted to pay God, let him make the arrangements. Listen to my brother to say, and I carefully looked at it, the biblical story, hoping to receive help. From the Bible I see the unique things of God to create heaven and earth line by signs and wonders, and he hath sent His son Jesus Christ came into the world. Him in order to redeem our sins, his own crucified by His Precious Blood cleansing our sins, that I am very moved, it would be deeper understanding of Him.
"January 14 surgery, all right?" Doctors over the past few days of discussions, the final decision for my surgery to remove the tumor, I am grateful for the outflow of tears. While in the hospital in 2004 Spend New Year's, but I do not mind. I think that they have spent more than 20 New Year and this year is not meaningful. Thanks to the grace of God, and I have known him only a very short time, he has quietly at my side I am a conservative, surgery went well, doctors successfully removed the tumor.
After surgery, I was sent to the intensive care unit observation, this is the second time I enter into this ward, nurses girls remember me, one after another to my bedside Wai bless me, to comfort me. God made me to feel His endless love, He knew that I Friend Nothing in Hong Kong, so I recognize that the intensive care unit arrangements blond angel.sister, in a general ward bed patients o Mrs Yu family, residents of Mr Abbot and Zhang nuns, through they told me to preach the gospel to comfort the hearts of my emptiness.
In June the same year, I am cancer recurrence, re-entry Queen Elizabeth Hospital, God very much look after me, he sent Mr Abbot came to my bedside to pray for me, asked me to rely on the Lord Jesus, only through God's lead and take care of , even though the road in front of more sinister, more rugged, as long as his confidence, would be moved forward to His grace. When I pray, together with Abbot will entrust everything in the hands of God, the true magic! My life Fantastic change occurred when I was lying on the operating table, there is no past, cold, helpless feeling of fear, the original master has entered my heart, I no longer face the difficulties of a person alone, the Lord has been with me the same, I experience within an infinite comfort.
Operation was successfully completed. Wake up, I have been living in ICUs, thank God, look after, the day after surgery, my body resume very quickly, the spirit is also much better. In the wards, I heard the girls are familiar with the dialogue and the pleasant sound of laughter.sister know that I am admitted to hospital, she came up to me from time to time with my bedside conversation, encourage and comfort me. In fact, I found that she is a devout Christian resettlement. Thank God! He sent a beautiful blonde angel to my side I look Gu. Received the support of God, I feel more open up.
Discharge from hospital, Mr Abbot wrote to me many times through the guide through and encouraged me to attend church gatherings, so I can gain a better understanding of God. Near my house there are many churches, has not previously been aware that God has been waiting for .I only care about whether she is willing. Whenever I went to the rooftop of morning, they saw tall crucifix opposite. Previously looked at what it does not feel, but this day think it especially eye-catching, mind also shows Jesus crucified scene, as Isaiah 65 Chapter 24, "they have not entreat, I promised, is speak when I answered. "God is wonderful, when I am prepared to accept Him into my life when I arranged for. His arrangement I came to Tai Tong, preacher man-made my experience with sadness, she prayed for me, inviting me to take part in fellowship, I feel weak in the support of brothers and sisters become strong, and slowly out of its own inner.
Back in September 2004 when the hospital follow-up consultation, CT report showed that my lungs have been a number of small shadow attending the Dr. Zhang said that surgery is no longer only a stable condition undergoing chemotherapy, but not very helpful. I immediately prayed to the Lord Jesus: God! You hear my voice do you cry? ... ... If you allow me, let me full of the spirit of! Jeremiah Chapter 32, as 27 "I am the Lord is the God who, no I am not into it?" Yes! Man has no power of the Lord should not have been done, as long as I feel reverence, humbly prostrate praise, God will certainly hear my prayer. Again at follow-up consultation, X-ray reports and blood test results, the doctor told me that the disease has been quite stable. Very unexpectedly, always faces grim Dr. Zhang also suggested that I look at traditional Chinese medicine. Fantastic grace of God I am realizing that that happened to me than anything else, God permitted Trial, let me in suffering and adversity which he suffered grace.
Thank the Lord, in December 25, 2004 this celebration, the main days of the birth of Jesus, I accept the baptism of the main commitments and live with the same die, make him loyal servant. Grace received, I strive every day to learn God's Word, through prayer, sharing, the pursuit of better spiritual growth. God has given me a heart to pursue the use of I in a suitable position for him to work, when I a good friend's sister suffered from ovarian cancer, aunt to the hospital sick, I know God the Father's will is to call me through the their own experience, witness, and lead them to understand the Lord, sharing the Gospel to them. Because of my experience, their hearts have a comfort and encouragement, but Thanksgiving is a friend's sister has to do to accept Jesus the Savior, was a salvation.
January 15, 2005, God for allowing me to experience Him as Fantastic. Him in my dreams my husband and I will be a period of history, from our meeting, met separately and now I am sick of all the fragments, such as scenes documentary screened in front of me. Blink of an eye, my husband and I have not met a year, I know God is through this dream, so I see my husband abandoned me just because of his crime to leave the God, Lord Jesus not only for my sins crucified, unto smearing of the Precious Blood has been my guilty, even though I committed a crime, but he has pardoned me. From that day on, my heart has been suppressed guidance of the Holy Spirit, I forgive her husband and sincerely pray for his soul to him to spread the gospel of God.
A recent follow-up consultation is February 8, 2005, Dr. Zhang told me, CT report showed that my liver cancer relapse again, and spread to the lung cancer cells have also deteriorated, my body will only step by step deterioration, he said to me can do nothing to help the disease. But now I no longer worry about my illness, because God has saved me, I have gained the blessings of this life the best, that is, awareness of the Lord Jesus, and relying on Him, a true inner Ping'an. If we look to God to recover precious thing, it is because another give us something more valuable.
Before, I was handling her daughter's custody, and that the lawyer fees of more than 10,000 distressed when the church pastor as well as brothers and sisters looking for help, they are unable to hand policy. He has the original God's will, when I visited New Year, from her mouth to know that her son was a doctor, now a lawyer, after her son's help, from more than 10,000 legal fees become more than 500 . Once again, thank God for giving me mercy! Today the Lord to touch me, I shall continue to seek Him.
In my most painful, falls, by numerous tests, the God has been at my side, give me hope and confidence to overcome difficulties, I experienced the unlimited under the divine grace, the Lord God has saved me, and today I have a new life, with eternal hope. I know that God is still preserved today, my life is to be the gospel to those who I did not realize his people. I want to like Paul said: "That's a good battle I have fought, when running the way I have tried to run, the letter I have to hold onto the Road", let me breath of life still day, mainly to spread the gospel, people would like to recognize the Lord,the name of the saved, is willing to go all the glory of praise to our Father in heaven. Amen
Queen Elizabeth Hospital doctor told me that my liver has a about 13 centimeters, such as grapefruit size tumor rupture, intraperitoneal all the blood, it is necessary to surgery immediately. In the operating room, wearing a saw a group of doctors, with a them a talk with me, but the pain is too intense, the hearts of just want to escape as soon as possible, simply can not hear what they say. Doctor after the five-hour rescue operation, I liver hemorrhage within the situation was brought under control, but also because of prematurity and daughter were sent to observe the infant intensive care unit. The day after surgery, my condition deteriorated, doctors said the liver tumor if still can not stop bleeding, the situation will not optimistic. Thank God for the attention, a number of subsequent surgery, I am getting better with the situation.
Surgery makes me feel like a thorn awl heart feeling the cold winter weather, let me trembling. And stuck onto countless tubes, the body can not move, she would like to die are also not die, it is since I have never experienced the pain. When he saw his younger brother brought his daughter's photo, who also received full apparatus, young body is so fragile it seems, and my mother and what not be able to help her or even see her one just can not do it, so my heart more sadness, emotional also become very depressed! In the Intensive Care Unit days, every day I wake up is to stop the pain over and over again, and then press the painkiller needle fell sleepy again. Fortunately, every day in the afternoon of visiting time, my brother will read one called "a sober story," I listen to books, book, short story made me be inspired and encouraged, but also to know Jesus Christ. After half a month, I continued to stable condition, doctors will let me go home to rest and discharged.
More than a month later, when I go back to hospital for follow-up consultation, the doctor told me that I had liver cancer, but tumors too, I do not know whether the surgery. At that moment, tears can not help but flow out all over the world to become a dark feeling! I do not understand the world so many people, Why me? Daughter still in the infant ICU, who will take care of the future? How can I do? Back home, I called to tell her husband the severity of their illnesses, he heard, the only coldly told me: "I beg your pardon, I can not afford to take care of you, because I was the only son of the family, I would like to take care of their parents from the burden of responsibility Therefore, should not accompany you ... .... "I listened along disappointing, really can not believe he will do that to me, in my most helpless. People most in need of consolation, he hurt me. Love more deeply, hurt more deeply, deeper! From that day on, I hate him, the subsequent explanation of how he told me not to listen to him do not care.
Brother know that I am worried about heart trouble, we get stories from the Bible to show me. Also known as Jesus, I trust, all worries are entrusted to him, also taught me to pray with all the problems will be entrusted to pay God, let him make the arrangements. Listen to my brother to say, and I carefully looked at it, the biblical story, hoping to receive help. From the Bible I see the unique things of God to create heaven and earth line by signs and wonders, and he hath sent His son Jesus Christ came into the world. Him in order to redeem our sins, his own crucified by His Precious Blood cleansing our sins, that I am very moved, it would be deeper understanding of Him.
"January 14 surgery, all right?" Doctors over the past few days of discussions, the final decision for my surgery to remove the tumor, I am grateful for the outflow of tears. While in the hospital in 2004 Spend New Year's, but I do not mind. I think that they have spent more than 20 New Year and this year is not meaningful. Thanks to the grace of God, and I have known him only a very short time, he has quietly at my side I am a conservative, surgery went well, doctors successfully removed the tumor.
After surgery, I was sent to the intensive care unit observation, this is the second time I enter into this ward, nurses girls remember me, one after another to my bedside Wai bless me, to comfort me. God made me to feel His endless love, He knew that I Friend Nothing in Hong Kong, so I recognize that the intensive care unit arrangements blond angel.sister, in a general ward bed patients o Mrs Yu family, residents of Mr Abbot and Zhang nuns, through they told me to preach the gospel to comfort the hearts of my emptiness.
In June the same year, I am cancer recurrence, re-entry Queen Elizabeth Hospital, God very much look after me, he sent Mr Abbot came to my bedside to pray for me, asked me to rely on the Lord Jesus, only through God's lead and take care of , even though the road in front of more sinister, more rugged, as long as his confidence, would be moved forward to His grace. When I pray, together with Abbot will entrust everything in the hands of God, the true magic! My life Fantastic change occurred when I was lying on the operating table, there is no past, cold, helpless feeling of fear, the original master has entered my heart, I no longer face the difficulties of a person alone, the Lord has been with me the same, I experience within an infinite comfort.
Operation was successfully completed. Wake up, I have been living in ICUs, thank God, look after, the day after surgery, my body resume very quickly, the spirit is also much better. In the wards, I heard the girls are familiar with the dialogue and the pleasant sound of laughter.sister know that I am admitted to hospital, she came up to me from time to time with my bedside conversation, encourage and comfort me. In fact, I found that she is a devout Christian resettlement. Thank God! He sent a beautiful blonde angel to my side I look Gu. Received the support of God, I feel more open up.
Discharge from hospital, Mr Abbot wrote to me many times through the guide through and encouraged me to attend church gatherings, so I can gain a better understanding of God. Near my house there are many churches, has not previously been aware that God has been waiting for .I only care about whether she is willing. Whenever I went to the rooftop of morning, they saw tall crucifix opposite. Previously looked at what it does not feel, but this day think it especially eye-catching, mind also shows Jesus crucified scene, as Isaiah 65 Chapter 24, "they have not entreat, I promised, is speak when I answered. "God is wonderful, when I am prepared to accept Him into my life when I arranged for. His arrangement I came to Tai Tong, preacher man-made my experience with sadness, she prayed for me, inviting me to take part in fellowship, I feel weak in the support of brothers and sisters become strong, and slowly out of its own inner.
Back in September 2004 when the hospital follow-up consultation, CT report showed that my lungs have been a number of small shadow attending the Dr. Zhang said that surgery is no longer only a stable condition undergoing chemotherapy, but not very helpful. I immediately prayed to the Lord Jesus: God! You hear my voice do you cry? ... ... If you allow me, let me full of the spirit of! Jeremiah Chapter 32, as 27 "I am the Lord is the God who, no I am not into it?" Yes! Man has no power of the Lord should not have been done, as long as I feel reverence, humbly prostrate praise, God will certainly hear my prayer. Again at follow-up consultation, X-ray reports and blood test results, the doctor told me that the disease has been quite stable. Very unexpectedly, always faces grim Dr. Zhang also suggested that I look at traditional Chinese medicine. Fantastic grace of God I am realizing that that happened to me than anything else, God permitted Trial, let me in suffering and adversity which he suffered grace.
Thank the Lord, in December 25, 2004 this celebration, the main days of the birth of Jesus, I accept the baptism of the main commitments and live with the same die, make him loyal servant. Grace received, I strive every day to learn God's Word, through prayer, sharing, the pursuit of better spiritual growth. God has given me a heart to pursue the use of I in a suitable position for him to work, when I a good friend's sister suffered from ovarian cancer, aunt to the hospital sick, I know God the Father's will is to call me through the their own experience, witness, and lead them to understand the Lord, sharing the Gospel to them. Because of my experience, their hearts have a comfort and encouragement, but Thanksgiving is a friend's sister has to do to accept Jesus the Savior, was a salvation.
January 15, 2005, God for allowing me to experience Him as Fantastic. Him in my dreams my husband and I will be a period of history, from our meeting, met separately and now I am sick of all the fragments, such as scenes documentary screened in front of me. Blink of an eye, my husband and I have not met a year, I know God is through this dream, so I see my husband abandoned me just because of his crime to leave the God, Lord Jesus not only for my sins crucified, unto smearing of the Precious Blood has been my guilty, even though I committed a crime, but he has pardoned me. From that day on, my heart has been suppressed guidance of the Holy Spirit, I forgive her husband and sincerely pray for his soul to him to spread the gospel of God.
A recent follow-up consultation is February 8, 2005, Dr. Zhang told me, CT report showed that my liver cancer relapse again, and spread to the lung cancer cells have also deteriorated, my body will only step by step deterioration, he said to me can do nothing to help the disease. But now I no longer worry about my illness, because God has saved me, I have gained the blessings of this life the best, that is, awareness of the Lord Jesus, and relying on Him, a true inner Ping'an. If we look to God to recover precious thing, it is because another give us something more valuable.
Before, I was handling her daughter's custody, and that the lawyer fees of more than 10,000 distressed when the church pastor as well as brothers and sisters looking for help, they are unable to hand policy. He has the original God's will, when I visited New Year, from her mouth to know that her son was a doctor, now a lawyer, after her son's help, from more than 10,000 legal fees become more than 500 . Once again, thank God for giving me mercy! Today the Lord to touch me, I shall continue to seek Him.
In my most painful, falls, by numerous tests, the God has been at my side, give me hope and confidence to overcome difficulties, I experienced the unlimited under the divine grace, the Lord God has saved me, and today I have a new life, with eternal hope. I know that God is still preserved today, my life is to be the gospel to those who I did not realize his people. I want to like Paul said: "That's a good battle I have fought, when running the way I have tried to run, the letter I have to hold onto the Road", let me breath of life still day, mainly to spread the gospel, people would like to recognize the Lord,the name of the saved, is willing to go all the glory of praise to our Father in heaven. Amen
from princess to Mrs. Wu
In my life, many times experienced God's wonderful. Special Thanksgiving is surprising Ping'an reward, I received twenty five years lumpectomy surgery (including two malignant tumors), their hearts are still filled with joy Ping'an. People can not help praising God!
Began in 1985, the breast cancer problem has been troubling me. February 1999, the third found the tumor, the doctor confirmed was a malignant tumor, that is, U.S. so-called "breast cancer." After five hours of surgery, the left breast completely removed. After, in accordance with the doctor: round the clock, the body can not move to prevent more than 30 cm long wound affected. Early the next morning, the nurse pulled out of me all the medical use of tubes, I would immediately get out of bed, like nothing like the people move around in the ward. In fact, this time to ward many people have already learned that my condition has been. Therefore, one has to accompany the patient's face Girl I look calm in the ward where the shuttle, could not help but go to the question: "Auntie, do you know what disease you had?" I said: "I know, breast cancer ah!" She also question: "Why are you still so happy?" I am very careful to tell her: "because I am a Christian, I know that my God with me, so do not be afraid of."
Know? Breast cancer patients in Taiwan, the less the side of the breast patients admitted had a beautiful code, called 『』 princess charming (less unilateral breast). Since then, I have attached pioneers啦『princess charming!
Surgery after the six chemotherapy. During chemotherapy, psychological, physiological, are extremely uncomfortable, because of poor health, vision was also affected, and even unable to read, only to sing the poetry in lieu of reading the classics. Fantastic yes, God even through poetry to me, I experience comfort and smooth finish chemotherapy, but also had six years to Ping'an.
April 2005, to return to Taiwan to visit friends, and incidentally to do a routine medical check-ups. X-ray examination of the right side of my breast has a benign tumor, and I think the Doctor: Benign tumors should also get rid of, free to stay troubles. Doctor will be in the heart of the future undermine the benign tumor, and careful searching on the inside, then the discovery of the accident was still a smaller tumor in the following possession, and it will put it dug out. Doctor was judged by the naked eye, the heart of a small tumor is seen in malignant tumors, but for the sake of prudence, he said I should wait for test results. A week later, laboratory test proved to be malignant tumors, the doctor decided to put my entire right breast removed. At the same time told me: the operation completed, will have to accept chemotherapy.
As a result of the previous chemotherapy did not feel very good, so when the doctor heard the decision, immediately inform all familiar with the brothers and sisters, for my request on behalf of U.S. demand, implore God will not permit my chemotherapy. Thank God! He listened to everyone's prayers. 2 weeks after the operation, blood oncologist carefully evaluated all of my pathology report, he did not think I can make the chemotherapy. Mr. Yu Shiwo and I quickly set the machine, and with gratitude heart, can not wait to return to the United States, will be the good news to tell all my friends, and start serving the Church.
One day, all of a sudden thought: Since fewer breast side called 『』 princess charming, now on both sides of my breasts are cut off, not the call-free grandmother 』it? Because my husband surname "Wu", due to homophony, I made the logical 』『 Miss grandmother. As a witness when the likes of "Wu Cheng from the princess charming grandmother" in the title is often a smile.
I believe no one heard their own or family members had cancer does not hurt, sadness, fear; only because I have Jesus Christ, have eternal life, in the face of cancer, there is no fear of death, but filled Ping'an joy, but also to humorous attitude and to share cancer experience.
Began in 1985, the breast cancer problem has been troubling me. February 1999, the third found the tumor, the doctor confirmed was a malignant tumor, that is, U.S. so-called "breast cancer." After five hours of surgery, the left breast completely removed. After, in accordance with the doctor: round the clock, the body can not move to prevent more than 30 cm long wound affected. Early the next morning, the nurse pulled out of me all the medical use of tubes, I would immediately get out of bed, like nothing like the people move around in the ward. In fact, this time to ward many people have already learned that my condition has been. Therefore, one has to accompany the patient's face Girl I look calm in the ward where the shuttle, could not help but go to the question: "Auntie, do you know what disease you had?" I said: "I know, breast cancer ah!" She also question: "Why are you still so happy?" I am very careful to tell her: "because I am a Christian, I know that my God with me, so do not be afraid of."
Know? Breast cancer patients in Taiwan, the less the side of the breast patients admitted had a beautiful code, called 『』 princess charming (less unilateral breast). Since then, I have attached pioneers啦『princess charming!
Surgery after the six chemotherapy. During chemotherapy, psychological, physiological, are extremely uncomfortable, because of poor health, vision was also affected, and even unable to read, only to sing the poetry in lieu of reading the classics. Fantastic yes, God even through poetry to me, I experience comfort and smooth finish chemotherapy, but also had six years to Ping'an.
April 2005, to return to Taiwan to visit friends, and incidentally to do a routine medical check-ups. X-ray examination of the right side of my breast has a benign tumor, and I think the Doctor: Benign tumors should also get rid of, free to stay troubles. Doctor will be in the heart of the future undermine the benign tumor, and careful searching on the inside, then the discovery of the accident was still a smaller tumor in the following possession, and it will put it dug out. Doctor was judged by the naked eye, the heart of a small tumor is seen in malignant tumors, but for the sake of prudence, he said I should wait for test results. A week later, laboratory test proved to be malignant tumors, the doctor decided to put my entire right breast removed. At the same time told me: the operation completed, will have to accept chemotherapy.
As a result of the previous chemotherapy did not feel very good, so when the doctor heard the decision, immediately inform all familiar with the brothers and sisters, for my request on behalf of U.S. demand, implore God will not permit my chemotherapy. Thank God! He listened to everyone's prayers. 2 weeks after the operation, blood oncologist carefully evaluated all of my pathology report, he did not think I can make the chemotherapy. Mr. Yu Shiwo and I quickly set the machine, and with gratitude heart, can not wait to return to the United States, will be the good news to tell all my friends, and start serving the Church.
One day, all of a sudden thought: Since fewer breast side called 『』 princess charming, now on both sides of my breasts are cut off, not the call-free grandmother 』it? Because my husband surname "Wu", due to homophony, I made the logical 』『 Miss grandmother. As a witness when the likes of "Wu Cheng from the princess charming grandmother" in the title is often a smile.
I believe no one heard their own or family members had cancer does not hurt, sadness, fear; only because I have Jesus Christ, have eternal life, in the face of cancer, there is no fear of death, but filled Ping'an joy, but also to humorous attitude and to share cancer experience.
Walked with her
With tears in his wife, with an apology, a smile at his friend said: "my husband to work the hardest, and I can recuperate as long as the peace of mind, other children, work, home, kitchen and all the other, I do not have possession of. "I suddenly have an urge to cry.
As a man, just as smooth, the family happy, beautiful and virtuous wife, plus two four-year-old owner, eight-year-old daughter all day long soak in the women's dormitory, the Man of the First, Second Life has been life else want anything else? Such happiness seemed to take for granted, no one can understand it is the wife of "life" go out, until one day, I have to up the banner of "mothers" the responsibility of running schools in their children, kitchen, hospital and work only when know that "virtue" are not born with the word, but because of love and sacrifice in order to endure steep Lek heart blood, and the spring to make silk, wax tears dry Ju pay.
Wife in an allergic nasal polyp surgery, the laboratory confirmed by biopsy for cancer is rare, "Rhabdomyosarcoma" (scientific name Rhabdomyosarcoma), is the third phase, to hear that pronounced? Well, we can not help but it is not most of the vent, but scared, helpless tears, his wife is a Christian, and soon in the mood to find Ping'an precipitation, and that night, we share feelings, she said: I am Thanksgiving, think about these Tianshan Mountains in the wildfires,? that claimed several lives between are so young. I am also fortunate to receive treatment, and have enough time to arrange the next thing, so encouraged by the optimism and confidence in me, she also accepted the belief of God.
We are in a very short time, to clean up the sadness, helplessness and fear, to family, friends, the church declared it a bad news, care of the telephone, visits, medical information, they continuously follow, and the angle Sound Cancer Society provided the psychological and pathological advice, more like a beacon to guide our cancer have a more healthy understanding of and positive face, the wife of the eldest sister looking back, immediately quit their jobs to come to the support from Taiwan, sister touching love, the church brothers and sisters a long grazing period in our heart and life helpless lowest moment, with care, prayer, cards, condolences and timely to hold us, Fellowship of the brother and sisters lay down their personal and work, comprising 24 hours of manpower support network, then the child from school to after-school counseling, catering arrangements, drug procurement and so on, are one by one to help, I often because of these selfless, selfless assistance and are unable to return a lot of pains , but they? have comforted me, these are from God's love, even though Thanksgiving recipients, as long as know how to come, there will be just how out because Christians to pay and does not seek the return on the ground, but in heaven glory, would like to praise the Lord all the praise! Let us work together to fight this battle.
Several UCLA physicians 30 common consultation, identified 52 chemotherapy and radiotherapy at the same time an intensive course of treatment, treatment of early stage, we shuttled back and forth every day between the hospital, spare any, side effects of drugs and radiotherapy, so I think that almost to the destruction of his beloved wife, and that knowledge is more painful still to come, she was the loss of saliva, food and tasteless, because of the breakdown of oral pain, difficulty chewing and swallowing, has spent more than one hour before eating dumplings, often? then again back to flush toilets, the watching her retch can not only pat her back, I am heart-broken, who can not even imagine eating a delicious but suffer.
Because of neck burns, while the bloom of the meat-Lei, I fear for when tenderness that she treated every nerve, and she had to brave, continue to face that Caesar Bay wound treatment, physical torture, so give up? That from time to time, the crack headache, fever, chest cramps, sweating, a cold, rubbing her numb limbs Moreton, add warm water for her, and? To distinguish is the sweat or tears, the face outside, how can I give her more comfort?
Radiotherapy Ending the day, Lee went to the wife of a physician of the hospital UCLA? Like, I can see from his face incredible eyes, his wife has completed a course of treatment so difficult! I recall when he first started the treatment of encouragement "of cancer survival and cure rate, only general statistical data, not absolute, because a person who has only has a positive attitude, coupled with their family members, as well as the consolation of faith can miracle. "Although still fixed preventive chemotherapy once a month, but the resumption of inspection results, cancer cells have completely disappeared, I admire his wife for the life struggle of courage and persistence, but also Thanksgiving in such a fate, because through her experience, our family also tightly with string deduction, when the sacred music sounded, I seem to recall that she ran a firm tone, said: "Lord will take me through valleys shadow of death, take me there can go to bed the water's edge and grassland, with the addition that gives me strength Lord, I will be able to overcome all this. "I understand when she spent Thanksgiving transfer complaints with a positive response to their suffering and prayer in lieu of moaning, we know that this is the glory of God the best witness.
As a man, just as smooth, the family happy, beautiful and virtuous wife, plus two four-year-old owner, eight-year-old daughter all day long soak in the women's dormitory, the Man of the First, Second Life has been life else want anything else? Such happiness seemed to take for granted, no one can understand it is the wife of "life" go out, until one day, I have to up the banner of "mothers" the responsibility of running schools in their children, kitchen, hospital and work only when know that "virtue" are not born with the word, but because of love and sacrifice in order to endure steep Lek heart blood, and the spring to make silk, wax tears dry Ju pay.
Wife in an allergic nasal polyp surgery, the laboratory confirmed by biopsy for cancer is rare, "Rhabdomyosarcoma" (scientific name Rhabdomyosarcoma), is the third phase, to hear that pronounced? Well, we can not help but it is not most of the vent, but scared, helpless tears, his wife is a Christian, and soon in the mood to find Ping'an precipitation, and that night, we share feelings, she said: I am Thanksgiving, think about these Tianshan Mountains in the wildfires,? that claimed several lives between are so young. I am also fortunate to receive treatment, and have enough time to arrange the next thing, so encouraged by the optimism and confidence in me, she also accepted the belief of God.
We are in a very short time, to clean up the sadness, helplessness and fear, to family, friends, the church declared it a bad news, care of the telephone, visits, medical information, they continuously follow, and the angle Sound Cancer Society provided the psychological and pathological advice, more like a beacon to guide our cancer have a more healthy understanding of and positive face, the wife of the eldest sister looking back, immediately quit their jobs to come to the support from Taiwan, sister touching love, the church brothers and sisters a long grazing period in our heart and life helpless lowest moment, with care, prayer, cards, condolences and timely to hold us, Fellowship of the brother and sisters lay down their personal and work, comprising 24 hours of manpower support network, then the child from school to after-school counseling, catering arrangements, drug procurement and so on, are one by one to help, I often because of these selfless, selfless assistance and are unable to return a lot of pains , but they? have comforted me, these are from God's love, even though Thanksgiving recipients, as long as know how to come, there will be just how out because Christians to pay and does not seek the return on the ground, but in heaven glory, would like to praise the Lord all the praise! Let us work together to fight this battle.
Several UCLA physicians 30 common consultation, identified 52 chemotherapy and radiotherapy at the same time an intensive course of treatment, treatment of early stage, we shuttled back and forth every day between the hospital, spare any, side effects of drugs and radiotherapy, so I think that almost to the destruction of his beloved wife, and that knowledge is more painful still to come, she was the loss of saliva, food and tasteless, because of the breakdown of oral pain, difficulty chewing and swallowing, has spent more than one hour before eating dumplings, often? then again back to flush toilets, the watching her retch can not only pat her back, I am heart-broken, who can not even imagine eating a delicious but suffer.
Because of neck burns, while the bloom of the meat-Lei, I fear for when tenderness that she treated every nerve, and she had to brave, continue to face that Caesar Bay wound treatment, physical torture, so give up? That from time to time, the crack headache, fever, chest cramps, sweating, a cold, rubbing her numb limbs Moreton, add warm water for her, and? To distinguish is the sweat or tears, the face outside, how can I give her more comfort?
Radiotherapy Ending the day, Lee went to the wife of a physician of the hospital UCLA? Like, I can see from his face incredible eyes, his wife has completed a course of treatment so difficult! I recall when he first started the treatment of encouragement "of cancer survival and cure rate, only general statistical data, not absolute, because a person who has only has a positive attitude, coupled with their family members, as well as the consolation of faith can miracle. "Although still fixed preventive chemotherapy once a month, but the resumption of inspection results, cancer cells have completely disappeared, I admire his wife for the life struggle of courage and persistence, but also Thanksgiving in such a fate, because through her experience, our family also tightly with string deduction, when the sacred music sounded, I seem to recall that she ran a firm tone, said: "Lord will take me through valleys shadow of death, take me there can go to bed the water's edge and grassland, with the addition that gives me strength Lord, I will be able to overcome all this. "I understand when she spent Thanksgiving transfer complaints with a positive response to their suffering and prayer in lieu of moaning, we know that this is the glory of God the best witness.
No longer lonely
April 2003, I find myself on the left breast has a lump, after diagnosis of malignant tumors to identify. At that time, the hearts of great fear, unaccompanied in a foreign country, lonely and helpless, do not know how to deal with cancer the impact on my life, coupled with the language barrier, there is no insurance, and economic constraints, is really worse, I have the collapse of the whole person a. Tears wash day, I do not know what to do, in fear and despair I am disappointed, I came to the angle the sound Cancer Society, it was a small reception me, and I quickly arranged the interview with Mrs. Yang. She over the identity of a cordial talk with me, gave me a lot of encouragement and so I have a correct understanding of breast cancer and reduce my fear and fear, but also encouraged me to take part in cancer is being organized by Friends of picnickers. In that outing, the Friends have seen many cancer optimistic face of disease, but also gave me great confidence, so that I can see a glimmer of hope.
The absence of medical insurance, surgical delay can not be, in my anxious wait, the angle of the president of the Cancer Society sound-hi, FU Yao, physicians, a clear analysis of pathology reports to help me and give many of the proposals and instructions, Miss enthusiastic positive sister helped me to apply for Medicaid, in a hot afternoon, she and small to give up lunch time, personally took me to the relevant departments to drive the implementation of 11, followed by her phone up every day? the progress of my application, after Cancer Society Kok sound assistance and persistent efforts, the Government's medical subsidy will soon be awarded down. In surgery and treatment, Kok sound and sisters gave me unlimited love, care and encouragement, especially in those days of chemotherapy, the Friends will take part in cancer's "what treatment," is my pillar of the spirit, I am in love courageous to come out.
However, Thanksgiving is most worthy of their lead I really know God. C. Sound Cancer Society staff and volunteers often pray for me, with me in tears and told me all worried about the burden of all to God, let God to take charge of everything, so I body, mind, and spirit to be God's completely heal. I deeply thank them for their delicate love, give me new hope, so I became a Christian, have a hope of eternal life, so every day I have peace, joy, life in the future also have a new start. For all this, I want to thank all, are the property of praise and glory to love my God, let me in the pain experienced His love and grace. I would like to become a future flow of the pipeline, must be God's love, Kok acoustic love Cancer Society, the spread of spread it out and have to take the initiative to care about and help those in need.
The absence of medical insurance, surgical delay can not be, in my anxious wait, the angle of the president of the Cancer Society sound-hi, FU Yao, physicians, a clear analysis of pathology reports to help me and give many of the proposals and instructions, Miss enthusiastic positive sister helped me to apply for Medicaid, in a hot afternoon, she and small to give up lunch time, personally took me to the relevant departments to drive the implementation of 11, followed by her phone up every day? the progress of my application, after Cancer Society Kok sound assistance and persistent efforts, the Government's medical subsidy will soon be awarded down. In surgery and treatment, Kok sound and sisters gave me unlimited love, care and encouragement, especially in those days of chemotherapy, the Friends will take part in cancer's "what treatment," is my pillar of the spirit, I am in love courageous to come out.
However, Thanksgiving is most worthy of their lead I really know God. C. Sound Cancer Society staff and volunteers often pray for me, with me in tears and told me all worried about the burden of all to God, let God to take charge of everything, so I body, mind, and spirit to be God's completely heal. I deeply thank them for their delicate love, give me new hope, so I became a Christian, have a hope of eternal life, so every day I have peace, joy, life in the future also have a new start. For all this, I want to thank all, are the property of praise and glory to love my God, let me in the pain experienced His love and grace. I would like to become a future flow of the pipeline, must be God's love, Kok acoustic love Cancer Society, the spread of spread it out and have to take the initiative to care about and help those in need.
Cancer experience
I asked myself is an ordinary person, like many families, the wife and I are general couples. I have two daughters, a six-year-old and eleven-year-old. My body has always been very good, usually even a very small cold. So when the doctor told me have cancer, I was very. I would not worry about their disease. this for many years to study the Bible, remember that God said: "Where the burden of the working class, Tam people can come to me, I will so that they rest in peace. "Let me keep in mind that family members have the courage to accept this nightmare. My wife has depression have more than two years, whether because of my illness so that she fell? add during my illness and I take care of her daughter's responsibility to be given to her, she will add to the burden? followed in a few years ago, the sudden death of my eldest sister, the mother has a good long time are all living in sad Lane; my illness would take her more memories and panic? I pray to give his family the strength to overcome those concerns.
My surgery was successful, in the chemotherapy period, due to the effects of drugs, physically weak, poor appetite, a week has 12 days total was very tired, irritable and have the time. In spite of this, I never rest, also be able to go to work. The most important factor is the family, pastors and church brothers and sisters care and intercession. so that the seven-month course of treatment is successfully completed. When clinic doctors and nurses told me that I am cheerful and have a small number of the confidence of patients, I told them that thanks to the power of God the Father. a real insight into the trials and tribulations behind the Lord has blessed. God promised to pray, my wife's depression is not cured, but also able to overcome the panic; and also close to my mother sons and daughters and brothers and sisters of concern, let her understand that cancer is the rule of medicine; also because the matter, she and my brother to return to the embrace of God, the church every week to worship.
As a poem: "God does not promise regular sky blue, God has not promised calm." In God there must be waiting to re-effective. As a patient's life hard, and the total time lost. Relying on God's grace, together with the family, church brothers and sisters care and help to make a life of adversity into a full-sup has hope, a better witness.
In a very fortuitous opportunity to take part in the angle of Friends of Sound cancer care network training. In which visits to learn how to care for cancer patients. Will feel God's medicine Metallurgical and by the people around them care experience, to bring some Friend of cancer, so that we can feel God's love; let sup weal for each blessing will be all the glory to God.
My surgery was successful, in the chemotherapy period, due to the effects of drugs, physically weak, poor appetite, a week has 12 days total was very tired, irritable and have the time. In spite of this, I never rest, also be able to go to work. The most important factor is the family, pastors and church brothers and sisters care and intercession. so that the seven-month course of treatment is successfully completed. When clinic doctors and nurses told me that I am cheerful and have a small number of the confidence of patients, I told them that thanks to the power of God the Father. a real insight into the trials and tribulations behind the Lord has blessed. God promised to pray, my wife's depression is not cured, but also able to overcome the panic; and also close to my mother sons and daughters and brothers and sisters of concern, let her understand that cancer is the rule of medicine; also because the matter, she and my brother to return to the embrace of God, the church every week to worship.
As a poem: "God does not promise regular sky blue, God has not promised calm." In God there must be waiting to re-effective. As a patient's life hard, and the total time lost. Relying on God's grace, together with the family, church brothers and sisters care and help to make a life of adversity into a full-sup has hope, a better witness.
In a very fortuitous opportunity to take part in the angle of Friends of Sound cancer care network training. In which visits to learn how to care for cancer patients. Will feel God's medicine Metallurgical and by the people around them care experience, to bring some Friend of cancer, so that we can feel God's love; let sup weal for each blessing will be all the glory to God.
Nigeria experience
Afternoon 2pm to sugar containing Meixiu Triumh City hospital visit# 208,hospitalized for pneumonia, the current has returned fire but the old man feel more part of the stomach cannula was feeling unwell and care of people to view, change dressings help him clean up the outer edge of his right foot three bedsore, Filipino male nurse and another woman of African descent to serve patients in nursing care and file, we have the opportunity to talk to each other 『I have had nurses in Taiwan. In 1997 when my mother-in-law was hospitalized for more than two months did not improve, doctors must wait their families to take home! However, we do not have to remind the doctor to give up three steps to listen to people pray God have mercy, mother-in-law was discharged after one week can Ping'an! 89-year-old this year! "You are too wonderful to witness the mother-in-law," many people believed the Catholic Philippines, you? "I am prepared to accept Jesus Christ as Savior of the Christians," I also told when male nurses in Taiwan Norwegian nursing director Tan Kelly taught us how to be patient care for patients suffering from hemiplegia large bedsore, encouraging him not only to patients 『dressing treatment only, but they should serve 』love.
Mrs. Pan Meixiu thought want to go to Nigeria to young Christian and Missionary Alliance, and she told me to see in the corridor has a dark-skinned middle-aged female patient sitting in a wheelchair, if I have to seize an opportunity to preach the gospel of her whereabouts; I go, she beside him, her eyes helpless looked out the window, wearing a pink hat, pink and white robe and white casts to patients with hospital clothes, his eyes have jaundice phenomenon; her nurses is a Chinese (Chun-Yan is also a Christian), both of us feel familiar with as a simple introduction mutual understanding, I call on nurses ask patients 『we can pray for the female patient it? 』" Margreat willing to "I ask patients『 Lord Jesus you the letter you? Keep in mind what has to do 』" Margreat said she has a letter Lord, suffering from cancer has spread to the liver, the doctor asked her for chemotherapy, she had not yet decided to accept the recommendation of a doctor, but the physical weakness, for fear of too much, but also worried about seven children with President, and some relatives in Canada ... .. "the nurses said: Margreat 49-year-old Nigerian people. We bow in hand four staff sincerely pray: Our Father in heaven ah! Eye in the sky you see each one of us, do you listen to our plea earlobe, Lord have mercy on healing comes Margreat, thanks Ping'an her heart, a conservative body of her soul, the Lord is God Rafah treatment, because you was lashed so Margreat are healed, because the penalty for you by making a Ping'an Margreat. Whether our students are the main die regardless of the person. We are in the hands of the Lord who can not kill us. We believe that the main straight has eternal life to live to Forever, the Lord is with us, do not be afraid of. The name of the Lord Jesus pray, Amen!
I also Margreat be a witness, referred to my late father had ascites due to cirrhosis, severe jaundice, (she said I am now has ascites) was explained to words, but I said to God 『letter my father has not been the main if the demise of the death of the soul that we the future can no longer meet in heaven, the Father seek mercy, Lord, I pray to increase the life span of fifteen years by his father 』ah wonderful! God, my father was eighteen years plus to date. Later, also Margreat anointing with oil, prayer, once again for her intercession, her body to pay the hands in the main. Nurses to help me translated into English to Margreat to listen, I see she is also touched by the Holy Spirit, tears eyes, the glory of God to manifest in the treatment of large Margreat life, and also to encourage nurses Margreat daily prayer, so she did not fear , worries, Margreat to my business card in order to contact me at a later date.
I can see that Nigeria can not tell people who have love and kindness, in Houston, I have encountered them many times, especially in the main day of worship of their men, dressed in suits, all dressed in Nigerian women State official clothing, adults and children all dressed in a dignified and formal, gatherings End him (her) to the United States and China have followed the supermarket buying food, and good people. Ross Town three years ago two ladies asked me to help them home because their families send them to go shopping to buy clothes to go to work can not pick them; know which way to talk to a woman from Nigeria B come to visit friends, and tomorrow we must return, I hear they are Nigerian people, their hearts really happy, and nothing more than what would help them.
God did not let us go into Africa, Nigeria were the Christian and Missionary Alliance, but Houston had the honor in the United States many times people come into contact with Nigeria in West Africa!
Mrs. Pan Meixiu thought want to go to Nigeria to young Christian and Missionary Alliance, and she told me to see in the corridor has a dark-skinned middle-aged female patient sitting in a wheelchair, if I have to seize an opportunity to preach the gospel of her whereabouts; I go, she beside him, her eyes helpless looked out the window, wearing a pink hat, pink and white robe and white casts to patients with hospital clothes, his eyes have jaundice phenomenon; her nurses is a Chinese (Chun-Yan is also a Christian), both of us feel familiar with as a simple introduction mutual understanding, I call on nurses ask patients 『we can pray for the female patient it? 』" Margreat willing to "I ask patients『 Lord Jesus you the letter you? Keep in mind what has to do 』" Margreat said she has a letter Lord, suffering from cancer has spread to the liver, the doctor asked her for chemotherapy, she had not yet decided to accept the recommendation of a doctor, but the physical weakness, for fear of too much, but also worried about seven children with President, and some relatives in Canada ... .. "the nurses said: Margreat 49-year-old Nigerian people. We bow in hand four staff sincerely pray: Our Father in heaven ah! Eye in the sky you see each one of us, do you listen to our plea earlobe, Lord have mercy on healing comes Margreat, thanks Ping'an her heart, a conservative body of her soul, the Lord is God Rafah treatment, because you was lashed so Margreat are healed, because the penalty for you by making a Ping'an Margreat. Whether our students are the main die regardless of the person. We are in the hands of the Lord who can not kill us. We believe that the main straight has eternal life to live to Forever, the Lord is with us, do not be afraid of. The name of the Lord Jesus pray, Amen!
I also Margreat be a witness, referred to my late father had ascites due to cirrhosis, severe jaundice, (she said I am now has ascites) was explained to words, but I said to God 『letter my father has not been the main if the demise of the death of the soul that we the future can no longer meet in heaven, the Father seek mercy, Lord, I pray to increase the life span of fifteen years by his father 』ah wonderful! God, my father was eighteen years plus to date. Later, also Margreat anointing with oil, prayer, once again for her intercession, her body to pay the hands in the main. Nurses to help me translated into English to Margreat to listen, I see she is also touched by the Holy Spirit, tears eyes, the glory of God to manifest in the treatment of large Margreat life, and also to encourage nurses Margreat daily prayer, so she did not fear , worries, Margreat to my business card in order to contact me at a later date.
I can see that Nigeria can not tell people who have love and kindness, in Houston, I have encountered them many times, especially in the main day of worship of their men, dressed in suits, all dressed in Nigerian women State official clothing, adults and children all dressed in a dignified and formal, gatherings End him (her) to the United States and China have followed the supermarket buying food, and good people. Ross Town three years ago two ladies asked me to help them home because their families send them to go shopping to buy clothes to go to work can not pick them; know which way to talk to a woman from Nigeria B come to visit friends, and tomorrow we must return, I hear they are Nigerian people, their hearts really happy, and nothing more than what would help them.
God did not let us go into Africa, Nigeria were the Christian and Missionary Alliance, but Houston had the honor in the United States many times people come into contact with Nigeria in West Africa!
Fantastic God lead
November last year, when the streets and lanes of the end of the year being released into the atmosphere of the festive atmosphere in the year-end, the angle of Friends of Sound Cancer Care Network volunteers Kobayashi (not her real name, Note 1) receiving the head of the phone, tell him there is a new immigrant families in need of help. The male owner of the family Masao (a pseudonym) in March 2006 was diagnosed with a terminal cancer, the disease has already spread the pain brought about by the whole body, who have difficulties months, Masao's wife, the United States and the United States (a pseudonym) in order to care for President, has been unable to go out to work for several months. Because the family has just immigrated to the United States, they do not have any medical insurance, the economic situation is not well-off, coupled with language and cultural barriers, so that they blow on this sudden loss. After consideration, they had to return to China, and look forward to in a familiar home to seek treatment. In China, but they spent all their savings, but also to the relatives by a sum of money, Masao's condition has not improved, with no choice, they returned to the United States.
After return to the United States, Masao's condition continued to worsen. Since they have no relatives in the United States, his daughter is also only the seventh grade, according to Mr.Ku the burden fall entirely on the shoulders of the United States and the United States. Kobayashi said that when he first Masao to visit family when the United States and the United States has been quite a few did not sleep at night, the whole people exhausted, Masao was also more than the limit of pain tolerance tortured almost can not eat and sleep. In order to help Masao Finally some time in life have a better quality of life and allow his wife to breath, sleep a good sleep, Masao Kobayashi, and the United States and the United States to introduce palliative care (hospice, Note 2) the idea and asked Masao admitted to palliative care ward's wishes. Beginning, Masao strongly opposed, unwilling to separate with his wife and daughter.
A few days later, Kobayashi received the United States and the United States calls, please help him to the emergency room Translations. Masao originally had two days totally unable to eat and sleep, the United States and the United States do not know how to do, so the same night to Masao into the emergency room. After this ordeal, Masao changed its mind and agreed to visit the palliative care ward.
Have been unable to walk due to Masao Kobayashi Masao help borrow a wheelchair, accompanied his wife to the hospital. Palliative care unit in detail and tranquil atmosphere, as well as the medical staff take good care for the patient, eliminating the doubts Masao. Kobayashi day in the hospital corridor happen to meet a previous knowledge of doctors, Dr. Xiang Nawei Kobayashi Masao talked about the situation, the doctor did not expect so soon Masao Kobayashi told him the name, so anything, Masao's name was beds added to the waiting list, but social workers told Kobayashi, due to the large number of applications, may be the fastest two months into bed. That day is Friday, did not expect nine o'clock Monday morning, the hospital notified Masao family, said that already have a bed available for a Masao. In this way, without going through any interview process and fill in a form of red tape, Masao was admitted to a palliative care ward.
Masao was admitted to palliative care ward of the first day, health care workers take care of him very carefully in order to stop his pain medication. For too long, the first time he can sleep, eat, the United States and the United States can also be a good rest at night, do not need to around the clock according to Mr.Ku. Masao understanding of the United States and the United States give up their families every day to accompany him to the hospital, Masao admitted to palliative care ward for several weeks after the death of sleeping peacefully, the United States and the United States of Masao can not be painful to leave, am very pleased.
In care, to help the process of Masao, Kobayashi has requested the cancer care network Friends of the other volunteers continued to Masao family prayer, although not the letter Masao and his family Lord, for Christian faith and understanding of Nothing, but they do not oppose the U.S. for They pray. Kobayashi said that from Masao, who saw him more than God loves His people, but also love those who do not recognize him, he said: "Do not tell me that this matter is not God's hand in one." Masao to eliminate and the anxiety of separation from their families, willing to consider was admitted to palliative care wards; Kobayashi able to quickly borrow a wheelchair, with Masao went to visit a ward; in a hard situation, Kobayashi chance to know doctors, Masao replacing cumbersome application procedures, immediately in the hospital waiting list; Masao said to social workers must wait two months of circumstances, a weekend trip to get beds, comfortable life peacefully Spend the last few weeks ...., all all "coincidence", Kobayashi know are from God's love to lead.
Turning to God's lead, Kobayashi mentioned that another wonderful thing. Masao sick physiotherapists, he happens to be Kobayashi brother-in-law of the Church, the two work together to Masao and his family prayers, and Masao established a good relationship. Masao left, Kobayashi and his brother-in-law of the Church attended the funeral, sent Masao Finally one-way, so that relatives and friends Nothing Masao families in the United States, very moved.
After the death Masao Kobayashi Masao continue caring families to help them tide over the death of a spouse, in order to rebuild their lives. Masao's wife from the United States and the United States Masao can not go out to work after illness, she had a very frustrating told Kobayashi that she had a lot of money owed to the urgent need to find a job to make money debt. The United States and the United States used to think that she will take some time to find a job, never thought that one day she went to China Town, a employment agency immediately get jobs, reducing the burden of many hearts. Kobayashi, the United States and the United States also accepted the invitation, are willing to go to church meetings, take part in single-parent mother Fellowship. Kobayashi sincerely hope that the United States and the United States and her daughter to know God, let God's love and joy into their hearts, to erase the sad bereavement tears.
Finally the interview, Kobayashi said that many volunteers because of their cancer or their family had cancer and thus join the ranks of volunteers to come to the experience to support other cancer Friends or family members. While relatives and friends around him and never let us have cancer, but when he heard the sound angle cancer care network Friends of the things working hours, their own in the field of mental health as a social worker he thought to himself: "Why not let God use me, help more people in need? "Two years ago he joined the angle from the sound of cancer care network Friends of the ranks of those who care to date, the process of serving, we have taken God's abundant supply of grace. He therefore called on all willing to care for cancer patients and their families friends, whether or not cancer has been the experience of cancer have come into the ranks of volunteers, allow themselves to be blessed of God to convey pipeline.
After return to the United States, Masao's condition continued to worsen. Since they have no relatives in the United States, his daughter is also only the seventh grade, according to Mr.Ku the burden fall entirely on the shoulders of the United States and the United States. Kobayashi said that when he first Masao to visit family when the United States and the United States has been quite a few did not sleep at night, the whole people exhausted, Masao was also more than the limit of pain tolerance tortured almost can not eat and sleep. In order to help Masao Finally some time in life have a better quality of life and allow his wife to breath, sleep a good sleep, Masao Kobayashi, and the United States and the United States to introduce palliative care (hospice, Note 2) the idea and asked Masao admitted to palliative care ward's wishes. Beginning, Masao strongly opposed, unwilling to separate with his wife and daughter.
A few days later, Kobayashi received the United States and the United States calls, please help him to the emergency room Translations. Masao originally had two days totally unable to eat and sleep, the United States and the United States do not know how to do, so the same night to Masao into the emergency room. After this ordeal, Masao changed its mind and agreed to visit the palliative care ward.
Have been unable to walk due to Masao Kobayashi Masao help borrow a wheelchair, accompanied his wife to the hospital. Palliative care unit in detail and tranquil atmosphere, as well as the medical staff take good care for the patient, eliminating the doubts Masao. Kobayashi day in the hospital corridor happen to meet a previous knowledge of doctors, Dr. Xiang Nawei Kobayashi Masao talked about the situation, the doctor did not expect so soon Masao Kobayashi told him the name, so anything, Masao's name was beds added to the waiting list, but social workers told Kobayashi, due to the large number of applications, may be the fastest two months into bed. That day is Friday, did not expect nine o'clock Monday morning, the hospital notified Masao family, said that already have a bed available for a Masao. In this way, without going through any interview process and fill in a form of red tape, Masao was admitted to a palliative care ward.
Masao was admitted to palliative care ward of the first day, health care workers take care of him very carefully in order to stop his pain medication. For too long, the first time he can sleep, eat, the United States and the United States can also be a good rest at night, do not need to around the clock according to Mr.Ku. Masao understanding of the United States and the United States give up their families every day to accompany him to the hospital, Masao admitted to palliative care ward for several weeks after the death of sleeping peacefully, the United States and the United States of Masao can not be painful to leave, am very pleased.
In care, to help the process of Masao, Kobayashi has requested the cancer care network Friends of the other volunteers continued to Masao family prayer, although not the letter Masao and his family Lord, for Christian faith and understanding of Nothing, but they do not oppose the U.S. for They pray. Kobayashi said that from Masao, who saw him more than God loves His people, but also love those who do not recognize him, he said: "Do not tell me that this matter is not God's hand in one." Masao to eliminate and the anxiety of separation from their families, willing to consider was admitted to palliative care wards; Kobayashi able to quickly borrow a wheelchair, with Masao went to visit a ward; in a hard situation, Kobayashi chance to know doctors, Masao replacing cumbersome application procedures, immediately in the hospital waiting list; Masao said to social workers must wait two months of circumstances, a weekend trip to get beds, comfortable life peacefully Spend the last few weeks ...., all all "coincidence", Kobayashi know are from God's love to lead.
Turning to God's lead, Kobayashi mentioned that another wonderful thing. Masao sick physiotherapists, he happens to be Kobayashi brother-in-law of the Church, the two work together to Masao and his family prayers, and Masao established a good relationship. Masao left, Kobayashi and his brother-in-law of the Church attended the funeral, sent Masao Finally one-way, so that relatives and friends Nothing Masao families in the United States, very moved.
After the death Masao Kobayashi Masao continue caring families to help them tide over the death of a spouse, in order to rebuild their lives. Masao's wife from the United States and the United States Masao can not go out to work after illness, she had a very frustrating told Kobayashi that she had a lot of money owed to the urgent need to find a job to make money debt. The United States and the United States used to think that she will take some time to find a job, never thought that one day she went to China Town, a employment agency immediately get jobs, reducing the burden of many hearts. Kobayashi, the United States and the United States also accepted the invitation, are willing to go to church meetings, take part in single-parent mother Fellowship. Kobayashi sincerely hope that the United States and the United States and her daughter to know God, let God's love and joy into their hearts, to erase the sad bereavement tears.
Finally the interview, Kobayashi said that many volunteers because of their cancer or their family had cancer and thus join the ranks of volunteers to come to the experience to support other cancer Friends or family members. While relatives and friends around him and never let us have cancer, but when he heard the sound angle cancer care network Friends of the things working hours, their own in the field of mental health as a social worker he thought to himself: "Why not let God use me, help more people in need? "Two years ago he joined the angle from the sound of cancer care network Friends of the ranks of those who care to date, the process of serving, we have taken God's abundant supply of grace. He therefore called on all willing to care for cancer patients and their families friends, whether or not cancer has been the experience of cancer have come into the ranks of volunteers, allow themselves to be blessed of God to convey pipeline.
By Yang God let me experience his old lady
The Bible says: "He was seriously ill in the couch, the Lord will support him; he was ill, thou must make the bed for him." (Psalm 41: c) added: "because I am the Lord your God you must arm right hand, said to you, do not be afraid! I will help you. "(Isaiah 41: 13)
Recognizing the old lady Yang *, so I once again experienced God, recognize His grace, His faithfulness to His children and His Fantastic as. "Everything is the effectiveness of each other, called Eros benefits people get." (Romans 8)
Is probably the last year (2005) December, a Sunday, I go to an infirmary as ever visit an old friend of mine May. Are ready to leave when the staff of nursing homes to find the old lady I went to see Yang. That day she had just moved, do not speak English, her family had left. Where the staff can not communicate with her. Probably see me in the East face, I hope my old lady and Yang have common language for them to do the translation.
Yes indeed, Yang lady and I are Chinese, but unfortunately we still makes no sense. She was talking about is in Cantonese, but I would only say that with Yangju Mandarin accent. She said I could not understand, I said she did not understand. Than the hands and feet both zoned a lot, too bewildered staff. I can only shake his head, said the helpless. This is me and Yang first met the old lady's case.
Although we have the language barrier, but the old lady Yang when they see me, the kind of pleasure of a happy expression, but deeply moved me, to her obsession. At first, I did not intend to continue to see Mrs. Yang, but perhaps her personality very exciting and enjoyable stay fascinated me, or it may be moved by the Holy Spirit now. Anyway, after each time to see May, on the old lady who could not help but to see Yang. Out by the church every Sunday, always go to see my wife's grave, for a bouquet of flower, and then look at May, the last to visit the old lady Yang. To his wife's grave, you can comfort I miss her feelings; see May, to meet old friends to enjoy cordial; but each time the old lady read the Yang, while I staggered light healthy spirits. Yang old English name is Joy is. Every time saw her, she is happily, to hold me, kiss me sometimes, really gave me immense joy. Sometimes I really do not know who is who visit, who brought joy to whom. I do not even bow to thank my God, my God also amazing secret act.
We still can not communicate, or zoned than the hands and feet, mostly Fortunately she stresses. Yang seems to have too many old story, and I can only carefully to see how the wind blows on one side, or nodded or shook her head. However, this way, or to clarify something. For example, she does not like the food there, but there do not like tea. I would buy a box of jasmine tea in tea bags sent to her. Was later learned, Joy favorite is the jasmine tea. I could not bow to worship God's wonderful grace and arrangements, so I chose the jasmine tea. Winter, when her hand was cold, I put her hand on her hand was slowly rubbing warm. Sometimes she pokes door, I pushed her wheelchair, where a walk in the aisle. On this way, almost half a year.
Young lady is very thin and small, I think she might be sick. Because I was not her relatives, nursing home staff would not tell me the old lady's condition Yang, I did not ask. Visits have been to do the work, there is such a rule: must respect each other's privacy, cultural backgrounds and religious beliefs. I do not know the old lady Yang has no religious beliefs. But their hearts are moved by pressing, it is necessary to pray with her, but this kind of moved more and more. Finally I could not help, one day when they leave, ask her to join me in prayer. My prayer is very simple, pray to the old lady Ping'an Yang, joy, and health; Young lady, if not a Christian, then God led her to accept the Lord Jesus as her Savior. Although she did not understand what I am talking about, but happily shouted "Amen." From that, we always pray to conclude my visit.
Yang old last seen in this year (2006) Mother's Day, Sun. At this time Yang already have the old lady was hospitalized two weeks. That afternoon, I have a sense of moving and a sense of urgency. I told their own, this afternoon what can be put aside, we want to go take a look at the old lady Yang. I bought a box of red roses and a jasmine tea to go to the hospital to visit her. However, it is very regrettable that she may not have identified people, and I actually also did not recognize her. Yang had little old lady, has swollen beyond recognition the. Is this day, the first time I met her daughter and her face. Yang knows the old lady is a cancer, but has come to the end. From where her daughter know that Yang is an old devout Christian. God! God! Young lady I do not know a Christian, but thou know. God! My God! Is it not thou and I touched the daughter of Yang Mi old lady with you in prayer?
The next day her daughter phoned to tell me, Yang lady on Monday 12:00 five days back home. Yang is also the day the old lady's birthday.
God! My God! Only thou know that I was reading the old lady Yang, Yang Mi also know that the old lady like me see her. Is it not thou moved back to my old days in the Yang family the day before, and her farewell to it? I bow to thank the worship except God, can do?
Yang exchanges with half a year old, this one thing in itself, makes me realize that God of His sons and daughters how to care. When his daughter alone to a new place are not familiar with when he did not forget her. God moved me to pay her a visit. "He was seriously ill in the couch, the Lord will support him; he was ill, thou must make the bed for him."
This section of scripture I have real meaning. That might be to my God to encourage and to teach them?
A very sick old lady, as long as the mind in God, not only in life is still full of joy and peace, and to bring others happiness. She makes me invigorated, spry step sandals. I often sigh, I am getting old and not the health of the body, memory deterioration, the Bible is also not remember the. I also serve on? But I am loving God! Thou make me see that even if the old lady like me, and Yang, age difference is so big that the language barrier, but in the main love, to love one another, help, relevant photos, is to serve God this is not it? This to me is great encouragement for us.
At the same time, I also think of Isaiah 41 Chapter 3, "because I am the Lord your God must arm your right hand, said to you, do not be afraid! I will help you." I deeply appreciate that I do not care age, my health condition does not matter, as long as I am with an open mind to follow God, emptied himself, which is empty "physical passion, eyes of lust and the pride of life", are willing for Him "will be presented the body as a living Festival. " Faithfulness of God we will be in the most incredible cases, the use of me, and serve Him, let me become a useful vessel of God.
Half a year old lady to get along with Yang, I deeply feel that "everything with each other effect, called those who have the benefits of Eros" (Romans 8) is not only the Bible, Revelation, it is my personal experience. This is me witness.
Recognizing the old lady Yang *, so I once again experienced God, recognize His grace, His faithfulness to His children and His Fantastic as. "Everything is the effectiveness of each other, called Eros benefits people get." (Romans 8)
Is probably the last year (2005) December, a Sunday, I go to an infirmary as ever visit an old friend of mine May. Are ready to leave when the staff of nursing homes to find the old lady I went to see Yang. That day she had just moved, do not speak English, her family had left. Where the staff can not communicate with her. Probably see me in the East face, I hope my old lady and Yang have common language for them to do the translation.
Yes indeed, Yang lady and I are Chinese, but unfortunately we still makes no sense. She was talking about is in Cantonese, but I would only say that with Yangju Mandarin accent. She said I could not understand, I said she did not understand. Than the hands and feet both zoned a lot, too bewildered staff. I can only shake his head, said the helpless. This is me and Yang first met the old lady's case.
Although we have the language barrier, but the old lady Yang when they see me, the kind of pleasure of a happy expression, but deeply moved me, to her obsession. At first, I did not intend to continue to see Mrs. Yang, but perhaps her personality very exciting and enjoyable stay fascinated me, or it may be moved by the Holy Spirit now. Anyway, after each time to see May, on the old lady who could not help but to see Yang. Out by the church every Sunday, always go to see my wife's grave, for a bouquet of flower, and then look at May, the last to visit the old lady Yang. To his wife's grave, you can comfort I miss her feelings; see May, to meet old friends to enjoy cordial; but each time the old lady read the Yang, while I staggered light healthy spirits. Yang old English name is Joy is. Every time saw her, she is happily, to hold me, kiss me sometimes, really gave me immense joy. Sometimes I really do not know who is who visit, who brought joy to whom. I do not even bow to thank my God, my God also amazing secret act.
We still can not communicate, or zoned than the hands and feet, mostly Fortunately she stresses. Yang seems to have too many old story, and I can only carefully to see how the wind blows on one side, or nodded or shook her head. However, this way, or to clarify something. For example, she does not like the food there, but there do not like tea. I would buy a box of jasmine tea in tea bags sent to her. Was later learned, Joy favorite is the jasmine tea. I could not bow to worship God's wonderful grace and arrangements, so I chose the jasmine tea. Winter, when her hand was cold, I put her hand on her hand was slowly rubbing warm. Sometimes she pokes door, I pushed her wheelchair, where a walk in the aisle. On this way, almost half a year.
Young lady is very thin and small, I think she might be sick. Because I was not her relatives, nursing home staff would not tell me the old lady's condition Yang, I did not ask. Visits have been to do the work, there is such a rule: must respect each other's privacy, cultural backgrounds and religious beliefs. I do not know the old lady Yang has no religious beliefs. But their hearts are moved by pressing, it is necessary to pray with her, but this kind of moved more and more. Finally I could not help, one day when they leave, ask her to join me in prayer. My prayer is very simple, pray to the old lady Ping'an Yang, joy, and health; Young lady, if not a Christian, then God led her to accept the Lord Jesus as her Savior. Although she did not understand what I am talking about, but happily shouted "Amen." From that, we always pray to conclude my visit.
Yang old last seen in this year (2006) Mother's Day, Sun. At this time Yang already have the old lady was hospitalized two weeks. That afternoon, I have a sense of moving and a sense of urgency. I told their own, this afternoon what can be put aside, we want to go take a look at the old lady Yang. I bought a box of red roses and a jasmine tea to go to the hospital to visit her. However, it is very regrettable that she may not have identified people, and I actually also did not recognize her. Yang had little old lady, has swollen beyond recognition the. Is this day, the first time I met her daughter and her face. Yang knows the old lady is a cancer, but has come to the end. From where her daughter know that Yang is an old devout Christian. God! God! Young lady I do not know a Christian, but thou know. God! My God! Is it not thou and I touched the daughter of Yang Mi old lady with you in prayer?
The next day her daughter phoned to tell me, Yang lady on Monday 12:00 five days back home. Yang is also the day the old lady's birthday.
God! My God! Only thou know that I was reading the old lady Yang, Yang Mi also know that the old lady like me see her. Is it not thou moved back to my old days in the Yang family the day before, and her farewell to it? I bow to thank the worship except God, can do?
Yang exchanges with half a year old, this one thing in itself, makes me realize that God of His sons and daughters how to care. When his daughter alone to a new place are not familiar with when he did not forget her. God moved me to pay her a visit. "He was seriously ill in the couch, the Lord will support him; he was ill, thou must make the bed for him."
This section of scripture I have real meaning. That might be to my God to encourage and to teach them?
A very sick old lady, as long as the mind in God, not only in life is still full of joy and peace, and to bring others happiness. She makes me invigorated, spry step sandals. I often sigh, I am getting old and not the health of the body, memory deterioration, the Bible is also not remember the. I also serve on? But I am loving God! Thou make me see that even if the old lady like me, and Yang, age difference is so big that the language barrier, but in the main love, to love one another, help, relevant photos, is to serve God this is not it? This to me is great encouragement for us.
At the same time, I also think of Isaiah 41 Chapter 3, "because I am the Lord your God must arm your right hand, said to you, do not be afraid! I will help you." I deeply appreciate that I do not care age, my health condition does not matter, as long as I am with an open mind to follow God, emptied himself, which is empty "physical passion, eyes of lust and the pride of life", are willing for Him "will be presented the body as a living Festival. " Faithfulness of God we will be in the most incredible cases, the use of me, and serve Him, let me become a useful vessel of God.
Half a year old lady to get along with Yang, I deeply feel that "everything with each other effect, called those who have the benefits of Eros" (Romans 8) is not only the Bible, Revelation, it is my personal experience. This is me witness.
Breeze in the reeds
Dongyu continuous, Xing's due, I returned to Houston on this is located in the urban centers of stars grams coffee bar. This is what I had cancer in chemotherapy during the relatively good health, the daughter of Yue will take me to small sitting place of the moment. Two years is a blink of an eye, this is my life an unforgettable station.
Station in life
I love light, regardless of the where, the total like sitting. This sort of a small coffee shop, located in a building floor, in the City that the downtown buildings, can be regarded as exceptional. Probably because he is not sure if it is still three at the end of tomorrow's cancer patients; also may be subject to the surrounding buildings and majestic stands of gas by the flu, often stare blankly at the window, when issued, and consciously small, it could not have the majestic and tranquil. Consciously insignificant because a flash of life, as if we should come to an end; and was shocked by the magnificent sense of tranquility, because the hearts of the source of flowing water have eternal life.
After this "cancer patients", it seems that life has just begun the true pedicle glimpse 12. I often joked with my friends said: "This is what comes homework."
Coffee shop's window has a small square, a few of the tables and chairs for outdoor rest. I remember the time When the weather is good, and occasionally it was sitting, or look book, listen to music, or stare blankly fat also may be thought a moment. I am often curious about their background, is already aware of quiet, to himself in trouble busy lives, leaving room for a moment thinking; also, or, like me, sick Defu, the sick were forced to closed, Xiu-Xin Yang.
Place the small piece of the edge of the reed has one, must have garden designers deliberately careful arrangements to make living in the city is busy annoying people, but also from time to time to accept the baptism of the simplicity of nature.
"God's things, people can know, the original Xianming in human hearts." Thank God, let me have the opportunity in the disease in the hearts of the Shan Shan 1 dust, seems to have recovered some lost time that the bright and clean.
Faced with the end of life
People often ask me, will not because my husband and I are professionals in the treatment of cancer, and now his own cancer, I am able to calmly deal with. It was often thought that I must find cancer very early, because my husband is a cancer specialist, I have a doctorate in nursing. In fact, the contrary, precisely because of our expertise, to better understand the terrible cancer.
In general, ovarian cancer was diagnosed when already so much like grapefruit. I was totally not feeling too small, less than palpation also touch Moreover, my blood CA-125 index is 21, in the normal range. At that time, all the doctors I have seen all do not think it could be ovarian cancer.
Remember physical examination from the beginning until the surgery, only a short span of two weeks. Wake up from anesthesia, the husband told me that really is ovarian cancer. Pressed me under again but told me: "cancer cells spread to the Cul-De-Sac (pelvis at the end of the subdural cavity), such as sesame seeds 2 small, has the entire film was removed." Under a heart All of a sudden cold half. Her daughter later told me: "Dad was very sad, I cry a." Though disappointed, but then quickly calm down, thinking okay, even if it is the second phase, to keep alive the hope of a great deal of , not to mention a clean-cut doctor said.
The next ten days is a long wait. Time of referral to see identification of the final pathology report, is soul-stirring. I was the worst of the cancer cells (poorly differenciated), the highest aggressive (high grade), is also confused with the worst cancer transparent (Clear Cell component); Not only that, under the microscope to identify the right ovarian cancer has been shifted to the left looks completely normal ovary, the left side of the outer membrane of the uterus also has cancer, peritoneal wash saline also full of cancer cells; To make matters worse, next to appear completely normal lumbar lymph nodes (lymph node) also has cancer cells.
Leighton time, Descent, heart sank, as if pushed into the sea. Thank God, reminds me a Bible verse, Psalm of David Lane: "His hand to seize the day from a high-me, me from the big water FORT HOOD, Texas ... ... He also lead me to the broad areas." God has promoted me, thanks give me eternal life, what do I fear? "I relied on Naga gives me strength Lord, everything can be made." Poisoning deaths hook I can not cope.
Willing to work with the reed dance in the rain
3 weeks after surgery and began the first chemotherapy. Then once every three weeks, seven months to do a total of nine treatments. Not only the hair, eyebrows, eyelashes all drop,nausea, fatigue Hard, wound pain, abdominal cramps, headache, body pain in the bones, but also the first molar bite; the most painful is the hands and feet due to peripheral nerve chemotherapy drugs side effects, burning sensation was like attacks by a group of fire ants. Also some cases, the body fight the cold, restless hands and feet.
Tunnel at the time, the memories of that day of chemotherapy, can not help think of God's promise: "Your days of how you how the force will."
Disease after the first Christmas is in a wheelchair, the second Christmas has long hair an inch long, while the third just after Christmas, I was and Kenneth Dayton Chinese Church Church Choir brothers and sisters sing along with the United States poem spent. Although my toe is still numb, but a lot of progress, no longer have tingling, Xian poetry, they can stand firm, stand a long time; dry mouth and headache sequelae are also greatly improved.
Choir take part in the future, but also started to learn play the piano, from before Thanksgiving to now, has learned three months. From a young age and I grew up with siblings who have the feeling that the incredible, because I have always been there is no music cells. My husband often said that I like a newborn child. Thank God, in His grace for the crown of age, so that the path I have drip.
Today, particularly the wind, and light rain, a coffee shop square in the reeds swaying in the wind and rain, the rain seemed to be the weight of pressure to, crumbling; but in between the opportunity to rise rapidly. The greater the wind, the more crazy dancing, crazy sense of both the Sophie also made me fascinated, and would like to reed dance in the rain, the more dances will be able to realize that the rhythm of wind, then rain sound, and that riding in the foot the pulse of the earth.
God, I thank you! Crushed reed, you are not broken; the residue of lights, you do not blew out. You gave me spirituality, so I go along in life, do not become discouraged and do not fear, and the effort to have this life.
Station in life
I love light, regardless of the where, the total like sitting. This sort of a small coffee shop, located in a building floor, in the City that the downtown buildings, can be regarded as exceptional. Probably because he is not sure if it is still three at the end of tomorrow's cancer patients; also may be subject to the surrounding buildings and majestic stands of gas by the flu, often stare blankly at the window, when issued, and consciously small, it could not have the majestic and tranquil. Consciously insignificant because a flash of life, as if we should come to an end; and was shocked by the magnificent sense of tranquility, because the hearts of the source of flowing water have eternal life.
After this "cancer patients", it seems that life has just begun the true pedicle glimpse 12. I often joked with my friends said: "This is what comes homework."
Coffee shop's window has a small square, a few of the tables and chairs for outdoor rest. I remember the time When the weather is good, and occasionally it was sitting, or look book, listen to music, or stare blankly fat also may be thought a moment. I am often curious about their background, is already aware of quiet, to himself in trouble busy lives, leaving room for a moment thinking; also, or, like me, sick Defu, the sick were forced to closed, Xiu-Xin Yang.
Place the small piece of the edge of the reed has one, must have garden designers deliberately careful arrangements to make living in the city is busy annoying people, but also from time to time to accept the baptism of the simplicity of nature.
"God's things, people can know, the original Xianming in human hearts." Thank God, let me have the opportunity in the disease in the hearts of the Shan Shan 1 dust, seems to have recovered some lost time that the bright and clean.
Faced with the end of life
People often ask me, will not because my husband and I are professionals in the treatment of cancer, and now his own cancer, I am able to calmly deal with. It was often thought that I must find cancer very early, because my husband is a cancer specialist, I have a doctorate in nursing. In fact, the contrary, precisely because of our expertise, to better understand the terrible cancer.
In general, ovarian cancer was diagnosed when already so much like grapefruit. I was totally not feeling too small, less than palpation also touch Moreover, my blood CA-125 index is 21, in the normal range. At that time, all the doctors I have seen all do not think it could be ovarian cancer.
Remember physical examination from the beginning until the surgery, only a short span of two weeks. Wake up from anesthesia, the husband told me that really is ovarian cancer. Pressed me under again but told me: "cancer cells spread to the Cul-De-Sac (pelvis at the end of the subdural cavity), such as sesame seeds 2 small, has the entire film was removed." Under a heart All of a sudden cold half. Her daughter later told me: "Dad was very sad, I cry a." Though disappointed, but then quickly calm down, thinking okay, even if it is the second phase, to keep alive the hope of a great deal of , not to mention a clean-cut doctor said.
The next ten days is a long wait. Time of referral to see identification of the final pathology report, is soul-stirring. I was the worst of the cancer cells (poorly differenciated), the highest aggressive (high grade), is also confused with the worst cancer transparent (Clear Cell component); Not only that, under the microscope to identify the right ovarian cancer has been shifted to the left looks completely normal ovary, the left side of the outer membrane of the uterus also has cancer, peritoneal wash saline also full of cancer cells; To make matters worse, next to appear completely normal lumbar lymph nodes (lymph node) also has cancer cells.
Leighton time, Descent, heart sank, as if pushed into the sea. Thank God, reminds me a Bible verse, Psalm of David Lane: "His hand to seize the day from a high-me, me from the big water FORT HOOD, Texas ... ... He also lead me to the broad areas." God has promoted me, thanks give me eternal life, what do I fear? "I relied on Naga gives me strength Lord, everything can be made." Poisoning deaths hook I can not cope.
Willing to work with the reed dance in the rain
3 weeks after surgery and began the first chemotherapy. Then once every three weeks, seven months to do a total of nine treatments. Not only the hair, eyebrows, eyelashes all drop,nausea, fatigue Hard, wound pain, abdominal cramps, headache, body pain in the bones, but also the first molar bite; the most painful is the hands and feet due to peripheral nerve chemotherapy drugs side effects, burning sensation was like attacks by a group of fire ants. Also some cases, the body fight the cold, restless hands and feet.
Tunnel at the time, the memories of that day of chemotherapy, can not help think of God's promise: "Your days of how you how the force will."
Disease after the first Christmas is in a wheelchair, the second Christmas has long hair an inch long, while the third just after Christmas, I was and Kenneth Dayton Chinese Church Church Choir brothers and sisters sing along with the United States poem spent. Although my toe is still numb, but a lot of progress, no longer have tingling, Xian poetry, they can stand firm, stand a long time; dry mouth and headache sequelae are also greatly improved.
Choir take part in the future, but also started to learn play the piano, from before Thanksgiving to now, has learned three months. From a young age and I grew up with siblings who have the feeling that the incredible, because I have always been there is no music cells. My husband often said that I like a newborn child. Thank God, in His grace for the crown of age, so that the path I have drip.
Today, particularly the wind, and light rain, a coffee shop square in the reeds swaying in the wind and rain, the rain seemed to be the weight of pressure to, crumbling; but in between the opportunity to rise rapidly. The greater the wind, the more crazy dancing, crazy sense of both the Sophie also made me fascinated, and would like to reed dance in the rain, the more dances will be able to realize that the rhythm of wind, then rain sound, and that riding in the foot the pulse of the earth.
God, I thank you! Crushed reed, you are not broken; the residue of lights, you do not blew out. You gave me spirituality, so I go along in life, do not become discouraged and do not fear, and the effort to have this life.
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