Monday, February 9, 2009

Walked with her

With tears in his wife, with an apology, a smile at his friend said: "my husband to work the hardest, and I can recuperate as long as the peace of mind, other children, work, home, kitchen and all the other, I do not have possession of. "I suddenly have an urge to cry. 

As a man, just as smooth, the family happy, beautiful and virtuous wife, plus two four-year-old owner, eight-year-old daughter all day long soak in the women's dormitory, the Man of the First, Second Life has been life else want anything else? Such happiness seemed to take for granted, no one can understand it is the wife of "life" go out, until one day, I have to up the banner of "mothers" the responsibility of running schools in their children, kitchen, hospital and work only when know that "virtue" are not born with the word, but because of love and sacrifice in order to endure steep Lek heart blood, and the spring to make silk, wax tears dry Ju pay. 

Wife in an allergic nasal polyp surgery, the laboratory confirmed by biopsy for cancer is rare, "Rhabdomyosarcoma" (scientific name Rhabdomyosarcoma), is the third phase, to hear that pronounced? Well, we can not help but it is not most of the vent, but scared, helpless tears, his wife is a Christian, and soon in the mood to find Ping'an precipitation, and that night, we share feelings, she said: I am Thanksgiving, think about these Tianshan Mountains in the wildfires,? that claimed several lives between are so young. I am also fortunate to receive treatment, and have enough time to arrange the next thing, so encouraged by the optimism and confidence in me, she also accepted the belief of God. 

We are in a very short time, to clean up the sadness, helplessness and fear, to family, friends, the church declared it a bad news, care of the telephone, visits, medical information, they continuously follow, and the angle Sound Cancer Society provided the psychological and pathological advice, more like a beacon to guide our cancer have a more healthy understanding of and positive face, the wife of the eldest sister looking back, immediately quit their jobs to come to the support from Taiwan, sister touching love, the church brothers and sisters a long grazing period in our heart and life helpless lowest moment, with care, prayer, cards, condolences and timely to hold us, Fellowship of the brother and sisters lay down their personal and work, comprising 24 hours of manpower support network, then the child from school to after-school counseling, catering arrangements, drug procurement and so on, are one by one to help, I often because of these selfless, selfless assistance and are unable to return a lot of pains , but they? have comforted me, these are from God's love, even though Thanksgiving recipients, as long as know how to come, there will be just how out because Christians to pay and does not seek the return on the ground, but in heaven glory, would like to praise the Lord all the praise! Let us work together to fight this battle. 

Several UCLA physicians 30 common consultation, identified 52 chemotherapy and radiotherapy at the same time an intensive course of treatment, treatment of early stage, we shuttled back and forth every day between the hospital, spare any, side effects of drugs and radiotherapy, so I think that almost to the destruction of his beloved wife, and that knowledge is more painful still to come, she was the loss of saliva, food and tasteless, because of the breakdown of oral pain, difficulty chewing and swallowing, has spent more than one hour before eating dumplings, often? then again back to flush toilets, the watching her retch can not only pat her back, I am heart-broken, who can not even imagine eating a delicious but suffer. 

Because of neck burns, while the bloom of the meat-Lei, I fear for when tenderness that she treated every nerve, and she had to brave, continue to face that Caesar Bay wound treatment, physical torture, so give up? That from time to time, the crack headache, fever, chest cramps, sweating, a cold, rubbing her numb limbs Moreton, add warm water for her, and? To distinguish is the sweat or tears, the face outside, how can I give her more comfort? 

Radiotherapy Ending the day, Lee went to the wife of a physician of the hospital UCLA? Like, I can see from his face incredible eyes, his wife has completed a course of treatment so difficult! I recall when he first started the treatment of encouragement "of cancer survival and cure rate, only general statistical data, not absolute, because a person who has only has a positive attitude, coupled with their family members, as well as the consolation of faith can miracle. "Although still fixed preventive chemotherapy once a month, but the resumption of inspection results, cancer cells have completely disappeared, I admire his wife for the life struggle of courage and persistence, but also Thanksgiving in such a fate, because through her experience, our family also tightly with string deduction, when the sacred music sounded, I seem to recall that she ran a firm tone, said: "Lord will take me through valleys shadow of death, take me there can go to bed the water's edge and grassland, with the addition that gives me strength Lord, I will be able to overcome all this. "I understand when she spent Thanksgiving transfer complaints with a positive response to their suffering and prayer in lieu of moaning, we know that this is the glory of God the best witness.

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